my poetry

Woke up when the morning, seemed a bit bothered mind
I want to run away from painful reality
Should I live this?
Today I just kept silent, feeling all without anybody knowing
Many hope indahku about you
All the dreams I want to be well organized with
Still silent in the false hope
You comfort me with your beautiful words
Guilt is always said when I stopped you
Should I run away from any sense of this?
How I feel a sense of deepening love thee
Is it because of my love for you to hurt and wanted to leave me?
Not enough that I give everything for you?
This feeling is bothering me
This feeling is memilukanku
And this feeling oppressed
Nothing can I blame
Was I wrong to you?
Please forgive me if I ever hurt you, do not back it all with a feeling like this
Because of all the things you do not like me trying to stay away
I love you very much
If guilt was not against you is too big to be forgiven by you
Please do not hurt me and please let me go
Although difficult for me to live without you

Semarang, 10 May 2010